1st Grade

1st Grade....it's where you should be right now.   You would know how to read some....and how to write so much better.    You would have spelling words and homework (that you would hate!!).    I am missing watching you grow up so much.   It just isn't right at all.   Allison will be in Mrs Sonyas class very soon....in your room.   It is going to be soooo hard to watch her be older than you in a few months.   Love you buddy!!

Not fair

I want you back....here....where you belong.   I feel like everyone has gotten used to you being gone, everyone except for me.   I didn't sign up for this life without you.   These should have beens are killing me.   You should be running cross country, going to your cousins birthday parties, getting ready for first grade......I hate it.

Walt is 6

....and I find myself asking why I didn't get to see you turn 6.   I wonder what kind of party you would have had.  I miss you so much sweet boy.   Love you.

Swingset

We had to take the swing set down....it was old and getting dangerous.    You would have loved helping daddy and Grandpa build the new one.   You were very missed out there.   It was sad to get rid of the one you made so many memories on.    We've missed you all summer....wish you were here getting ready for first grade.

Too long

It's been too long....I miss you so much.   Too long since I've seen your face or rubbed your head.   Too long since I've carried  you to bed after you fell asleep.    I don't feel like I can do this forever.   I want you to come back so bad.    Life was better with you in it.  

Graduation

You should have graduated from kindergarten yesterday.  You should be in first grade.   All of the boys and girls were walking into school all dressed up.   I wanted to tell them you were missing.   Love you sweet boy.

Kindergarten Graduation

You should be graduating from kindergarten this week.    I wonder if you would have passed.  I know you were a smart boy.   You were also such a suborn boy.  It would have been so hard for you to sit still and listen and behave.   I wonder how your year would have gone.   I wish you were here to enjoy your summer break with us.   I guess heaven is more fun for you, but it sure isn't for us.