:-(

I think I have cried more over you in the past week than I have in the past 5 months.   I want you here so bad.   I want you yelling and making messes and peeing on the toilet seat.   I want to buy you a Halloween costume.   Thomas and Allison are going to be Peter Pan and Tinkerbell....You would have made the perfect Captain Hook.    I decorated your vase for Halloween, I guess that is the best I can do for you this year.    Somedays I just wish I was with you, this is just too hard.    Life has moved on for so many people.....I feel like mine never will without you here.