Egg hunt

I think today might have been the last "first".   The church egg hunt, without you.   Allison was sad you weren't there.   We donated camo eggs because we know you would have loved them.    Easter is forever changed since we spent last Easter planning your funeral.   It is getting so close to that one year mark without you.   I can't believe you would be 6 and almost done with kindergarten.  Your play would have been Thursday night.   No doubt you would have been  a star.    I miss you so much.  

Safety Day

I know that even if you were here, you wouldn't have been at safety day.   You should have been in Kindergarten.  Either way, it still made me think of you.   I took Allison today to safety day at school.   I remembered how much fun you had last year.  Safety week truly was one of the best weeks of your life.   You had such a good time every single day last year.  You would be so jealous that her safety goggles are tinted this year.   You would have stole her light up hard hat key chain   You wouldn't have minded that it was raining, you just would have loved it.  

Caught off guard

I still get caught off guard when I am out shopping.  I see things you would love and I think about buying them for you....then I remember you aren't here anymore.   Saw the coolest spiderman shirt today.   You would have loved it....it was a running shirt.

Another big snow

11 inches....you would be so excited.     Makes me miss you so much more.    I wish you were here to play with.    I can't believe it's been almost 11 months, which means the one year mark is closing in.    So many days, I'd just love to give up and be with you.    Love you so much.