Seven

You should be seven now......forever 5.   I wish I could see you.   I wonder if  you would have finished out your basketball season with Thomas today.   Would you have run the Anthem race with us this morning.   You would have been such a good runner.   We ordered your crypt plate a few weeks ago.  I hope you like the tractor we chose for it.    Allison prayed tonight that God would tell you that she loves you.   I've asked him he same thing.   I hope you know how much we love you and miss you sweet boy.   You've left behind such a hole :-(   A Benjamin shaped hole.  

Should be planning your birthday!

Thomas just turned 11.....that means we should be planning for you to turn 7.   I can't believe you'd be 7.   Seems so far from the 5 that you were last time I saw you.    You would be so big now.   I wish we were going to party city, picking out a theme and planning a party.    You'd be over halfway done with 1st grade.   You would be in RA's at church.   I miss you so much.   We picked out the plate for your mausoleum spot....I hope you like the tractor we picked.   Nothing really seemed fitting.