Not fair

I want you back....here....where you belong.   I feel like everyone has gotten used to you being gone, everyone except for me.   I didn't sign up for this life without you.   These should have beens are killing me.   You should be running cross country, going to your cousins birthday parties, getting ready for first grade......I hate it.

Walt is 6

....and I find myself asking why I didn't get to see you turn 6.   I wonder what kind of party you would have had.  I miss you so much sweet boy.   Love you.

Swingset

We had to take the swing set down....it was old and getting dangerous.    You would have loved helping daddy and Grandpa build the new one.   You were very missed out there.   It was sad to get rid of the one you made so many memories on.    We've missed you all summer....wish you were here getting ready for first grade.