Missing out

Allison has been sick for a week.    You always caught everything she did (and vice versa).    I miss taking care of you so much.   I wish I could rock you and snuggle you.    You were snuggly even when you weren't sick, but so much more when you were.     She asked me today when she would have homework.  I told her when she is bigger, she replied with "Benjamin didn't get bigger."   It isn't fair at all.    You should be here doing normal boy things.   One of us should have went to school to have Thanksgiving lunch with you yesterday.    You should be designing your train car for the polar express parade the kindergartners do at school.   You should have brought your second report card home from school today.   I still wonder how you would have done.