Thomas' birthday

Another celebration you should have been at.   You would have loved climbing on the ropes course at his birthday party.   I could just see you all the way at the top, not afraid of anything.    Then we had skate night at church.....you never got to skate.   I feel bad that I never took you.   I'm so sorry.   Allison wasn't very good at it, but she'll get better.   I wonder if you would have been a good skater.   I wonder so much about what you would be doing right now.   I wonder how tall you would be and how much you would weigh.   Anything I thought was bad about life before, really wasn't that bad until you weren't here anymore.   Wish I could join you so badly sometimes.