Missing you

Eight weeks today since you were taken away from us.   I miss you more every day than the day before.   I miss you yelling and running and being wild.   I am sorry I was so hard on you for being so wild all the time.  What I wouldn't give you hear you yell "cannonball" and see you take off through the house.   What I wouldn't give to clean toothpaste off of the bathroom mirrors/towels every day.   I don't understand why this had to happen.    You were my strong healthy hard headed boy.  The one I never worried about anything happening to.  We are on our first vacation without you and it's all wrong.   Allison needed a buddy to dig in the sand with.   Too quiet without you throwing sand and not listening :-(