Allison had a birthday and Halloween thoughts

Your sister turned 4 yesterday.   She had a Doc McStuffins party.   We missed you so much.   I could imagine you there sticking your fingers in the icing and helping her open her gifts.   It is so wrong to celebrate when you are not here, you loved to party!    I let Thomas get the Halloween decorations out.   You must have shoved one of your (real) white pumpkins in the tub of decorations when we put them away.   It still looks perfect.   I wish you were here to see it.   I also found your trick or treat bag that you should be using for candy.    I can only imagine what you would be this year....some type of soldier, a toy story army man, captain hook.   I think those would be among your top choices.   It is getting so close to 6 months without you.    I miss you so much buddy.