Birthday planning

So weird to be planning for Allison's birthday without you here.   I keep trying to add you into the count for the goody bags, then I remember that you are gone.    It's been over 5 months, but I still can't imagine forever without you.   Nothing is the same.   I miss your sweet face.   I miss your snuggly little self at bedtime.    I miss everything about you.   Just wish my little Wildman was back!