2 more days

Until Christmas without you.   I wrapped gifts tonight.   There was nothing for you.  No army men or battle tanks.   No super heroes or crazy costumes.    You've left such a hole in my life.  I hope someone is holding you close and taking good care of you.  I wish it was me.   You were being so good that night, so careful.   Staying on the sidewalk, staying with daddy.   Why did this happen to you?   I want my Benjamin back :-(