99 days

Just doesn't seem right to almost be to the triple digits on days without you.    I miss you so much.   Every day is still worse than the day before.    Daddy and Thomas are at camp.   Last year you were here with Allison and I.   Just seems to quiet with just the two of us.   I'd give anything to have you back here with me.    We have to go to Walts birthday party this weekend.  It's going to be so hard to be around 5 year olds and pregnant people knowing I will never get my 5 year old back or have another baby.   It just isn't fair.    You were the most awesome five year old of any of them!!!