I need you

I need you here with me.....where you belong.    Thomas got a letter with his teacher in it today.   You should have gotten one too....instead you got a card asking if you wanted to renew your magazine subscription.   I can't do this anymore.   I want you back so bad.   I want to help you pick out a backpack (probably camo) for kindergarten and pick out a new lunchbox.   I want to watch you run  your first cross country meet.    Life without you will never even be close to the same.    I'll never understand why things had to be this way.